.....I am enjoying myself. I have had an unexpected turn of events in my life that has been extremely tough to go thru. While it was something in my heart, I know I needed to do, it took a while to get the courage to follow thru with the decision. And hurt has been abundant. This makes me extremely sad but I felt like my soul was on the line if I didn't go thru with it. I was dying inside.
Life has always been to me, touchy, in that you never know when you will be gone from this earth. I knew it before I met Pierre, actually when I was 22 years old and my mom was dying. I think that vacations should never be put off, that laughing should never be put off. That life is meant to be lived fully and it doesn't have to involve money, or stuff, or when it is a good time to do something.
My life, the last several months, while living thru huge & tough changes, has welcomed things I have missed so much the last 8 years. I feel like I have come home again. And so, life is good.